Friday, March 8, 2013

breaking heart

Got a call today at 12:25 that my Dad died of a massive heart attack. Wow. Did not see that coming. I feel as if my heart is broke. I am going to wake up from this bad dream.  I talked to him on his birthday 3/6 via facetime.  He got to see the card that Hannah made him. He also got to see Jacob acting a fool. He got my gift card. It was a good day. and he had a good Birthday.
This sucks in a MAJOR way. I am lost. I don't know what to feel, do or think. I am tired. but I don't want to sleep. I feel that if I sleep that when I wake up it is going to be too real.
Permanently sad.

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